Why do I even bother?
I need to stop going to things alone because I’m too awkward and I always leave them slightly wanting to cry even if I liked where I was (i.e. a concert) so I wish people would just invite me to go to things with them, because I know I will never invite other people (because I assume they wouldn’t want to go with me, or that they’re busy, or that they’ll think I’m weird and trying too hard) and I wouldn’t even know who to invite and I really just need to have friends that I do things with who like the same things that I do and behave in similar ways.
IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK?
I am tired of being this awkward and uncomfortable. I just want people to want to spend time with me and I don’t know how to make that happen because I generally assume people don’t want to be around me ever because there’s NOT A SINGLE SITUATION that I improve.
That concludes tonight’s angsty blogging… I don’t know why I have any followers, even.
Maybe if you made it this far you could send me an anon message or something to cheer me up in the morning so I’m not grumpy all day? Just a thought, though… see above for why I don’t expect anyone to do it.
